Thursday, September 07, 2006

Matter

I do not believe that we are only matter. I believe now that we are greater than the sum of our parts. Take our genetic Code add our life experiences and the relationships with people, also you take the size & shape of our body, you still do not get us. There is something else entirely. There is a part of of us that is greater than the sum of our knowable parts. And that part has to go somewhere because it cannot be distroyed.
Although no one will ever accuse me of being much of a science student, one thing i learned from science classes is that energy is never created or distroyed. Awful things are survivable, because we are as indestructible as we beleive ouselves to be. when elders say, "teenagers think they are so invincible" with that sly stupid smile on ther faces, they dont know just how right they are. We need never be hopeless, because we can never be irraparably broken. We think we are invincible because we are. We can not Truelly Be born and we can not Truelly Die. Like all energy, we can only change shapes and sizes and manifestations. We forget that when we get old. We get scared of losing & failing people. But that part of us is greater than all. We cannot begin, Cannot end, and so we cannot Fail. Thomas Edison's Last words were, "Its very beautiful over there." I dont know where there is, but i believe its somewhere, and i hope its beautiful

Sunday, September 03, 2006

continued

more to come